Kristin WolgemuthWhen We Needed Each Other
May 18th 2009 13:51
I don't think I'm angry anymore.
At least not at you- at myself is another story.
I miss you so much right now.
I feel so tired and sick; my head won't stop pounding.
My heart has permanently lodged in my throat.
I can't try to talk. My heart threatens to come out of my eyes in tears.
I don't want to cry.
I'm so sorry. I was wrong.
Is it really wrong to love someone?
when you know that you really care about each other,
Even though you haven't been as close?
When you know how protective and strong he is?
When he makes you feel special,
Like you're the only person on earth?
But you have a tiny feeling of doubt deep down
That makes you think it won't last long,
Because you know he doubts you,
But you know you can count on him?
And it almost a twisted kind of good thing,
Because you're tired and fragile and aching.
You completely doubt yourself,
You just want shelter,
Someone to love you like you always wished you could love someone,
Like you always dreamed it would be.
Someone to hold you tight all night.
At 2am when you're cold.
But he's so warm.
And gentle.
And I miss you, so much.
Was I so attracted because they told me you're no good for me?
Yeah, you piss me off. But that's good sometimes.
You made me feel so good When I could get through your wall.
When your defenses were down and
I was enveloped by your warmth.
When we needed each other.
At least not at you- at myself is another story.
I miss you so much right now.
I feel so tired and sick; my head won't stop pounding.
My heart has permanently lodged in my throat.
I can't try to talk. My heart threatens to come out of my eyes in tears.
I don't want to cry.
I'm so sorry. I was wrong.
Is it really wrong to love someone?
when you know that you really care about each other,
Even though you haven't been as close?
When you know how protective and strong he is?
When he makes you feel special,
Like you're the only person on earth?
That makes you think it won't last long,
Because you know he doubts you,
But you know you can count on him?
And it almost a twisted kind of good thing,
Because you're tired and fragile and aching.
You completely doubt yourself,
You just want shelter,
Someone to love you like you always wished you could love someone,
Like you always dreamed it would be.
Someone to hold you tight all night.
At 2am when you're cold.
But he's so warm.
And gentle.
And I miss you, so much.
Was I so attracted because they told me you're no good for me?
Yeah, you piss me off. But that's good sometimes.
You made me feel so good When I could get through your wall.
When your defenses were down and
I was enveloped by your warmth.
When we needed each other.
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